December 18, 2020 - MS Medication Discussion

Today my neurologist and I discussed medication. He suggested two medications; Copaxone and Tecfidera. Since I was thinking of starting a family but have been some what undecided, we agreed on Copaxone.

I am going to have to get used to self administering an injection 3 times a week. In 6 months, June, I will have to do another MRI to make sure it is working. I hope it does Because I don't want to see the ugly side of MS. It's scary enough to know what I already know about it and I don't want to experience it worse than what I already have.

I am still having a hard time researching multiple sclerosis. I really don't want to know anymore about it because it scares the hell out of me with each new thing I do learn.

I am slowly making progress. I quit smoking. I am trying to be more active but going for walks. I am even researching diets and I'm going to quit drinking soon. I am trying. It sucks because it's all I think about and I am still figuring everything out.

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